[ he crosses his arms and looks at the ground. no wonder Tadashi didn't want to tell people he died. this is awkward and unsettling. ]
There were a bunch of animals down there. We just kept going until we eventually heard giant footsteps. It turned out to be a big, ugly monster. It was blocking out way, so it had to go. Fortunately it was blind, so taking it out wasn't very hard. The others took out its legs and blocked it from biting anyone, and I killed it. Just... opened its throat. There wasn't much else I could do.
[ he pauses for a moment. here comes the fun part. ]
In any case, it bled all over me. I tried to get some of it off, but it was... oddly sticky. Not like human blood at all. One of the girls walked ahead and the ground gave out under her. It was a long way down, and she died from the fall. But we had to keep going, so we jumped the gap. By that point, though, the blood I was soaked in was starting to harden as it dried, and it was getting harder and harder to move. Soon enough, I was completely unable to move. The others had to go on without me.
...I'm not sure how long I was stuck there. Eventually I started to see things, and I think I passed out not long after that. I died down there, I guess. Then I woke up today in my apartment.
A couple of them. The girl who died seemed fine, and the other guy checked in on me. Whatever small amount of information they made it out of there with wasn't worth one death, though. Why did he lock us in there?
[ he knows Tadashi doesn't have the answer, but he can't help asking out loud. ]
That's what I'd like to think... that maybe he didn't send us down there knowing some of us wouldn't make it back out. But I had a hard time trusting people like him before this. It's a hundred times worse now. If he needs people to go on death missions for him, he can get volunteers and actually give us an objective. If he can't even do that much, then he can do them himself.
[ there's definitely the implication that he would volunteer, having a lot of experience with such things, but he's still turbo-mad. he had plenty of time to think about these things while he was very slowly dying, after all. ]
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There were a bunch of animals down there. We just kept going until we eventually heard giant footsteps. It turned out to be a big, ugly monster. It was blocking out way, so it had to go. Fortunately it was blind, so taking it out wasn't very hard. The others took out its legs and blocked it from biting anyone, and I killed it. Just... opened its throat. There wasn't much else I could do.
[ he pauses for a moment. here comes the fun part. ]
In any case, it bled all over me. I tried to get some of it off, but it was... oddly sticky. Not like human blood at all. One of the girls walked ahead and the ground gave out under her. It was a long way down, and she died from the fall. But we had to keep going, so we jumped the gap. By that point, though, the blood I was soaked in was starting to harden as it dried, and it was getting harder and harder to move. Soon enough, I was completely unable to move. The others had to go on without me.
...I'm not sure how long I was stuck there. Eventually I started to see things, and I think I passed out not long after that. I died down there, I guess. Then I woke up today in my apartment.
[ jazzhands!! ]
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shit.
not that he thinks of that word exactly, but he still can't believe that levi died. of all people, it was levi. ]
... sorry.
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You of all people shouldn't have to apologize. I'd love to have a little chat with Mosley about it, though.
[ do not let him do this. ]
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[ he's not letting you do this!!! ]
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[ ...yeah, probably best not to let him do this. ]
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Calm down.
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Sorry. I'm just... really angry. Like I said, I wasn't the only one who didn't make it out of there.
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Have you talked to them since?
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[ he knows Tadashi doesn't have the answer, but he can't help asking out loud. ]
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Nobody should be dying in the first place.
[ not that he should be talking, mr. running into the fire. ]
Maybe Mosley just didn't know what to do with himself.
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[ there's definitely the implication that he would volunteer, having a lot of experience with such things, but he's still turbo-mad. he had plenty of time to think about these things while he was very slowly dying, after all. ]
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I'm sure his motive will come to light eventually.
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It'd better be a good one. Otherwise...
[ ...actually, he doesn't know how to finish that. not in a way that Tadashi would approve of, anyway. ]
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go on, levi. you can tell him. ]
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...guess so, judging by the look on Tadashi's face. he sighs inwardly. ]
Otherwise, he needs to go away.
[ feel free to interpret that in a non-violent way. ]
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[ (unsure) ]
Right.
[ trying to be optimistic here!! ]
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his expression shifts from irritation to something much more somber. ]
I was going to say that I know what it's like to die now, but it's really not the same, is it?
[ speaking of optimism, how's that for a conversation topic? he's really bad at this. ]