thru pg. 41

- this is it: you're finally gonna kill that guy, for real, it's happeni—
- wait no it's not. dude fucking grabs the blade with his bare hand to keep it away from his neck. super metal.
- he poses an interesting question about the deaths of your friends. was it his fault? was it your fault?
- you finally realize that, yeah, it was kinda your fault. you are a cocky piece of shit who made the wrong choice, and start to say as much
- but then, surprisingly he claims you're wrong: it's the titans, bro!!
- insert inspirational yelling about freedom and shit
- so then he's like, hey, would you rather go back to being king of shit mountain or would you rather lend me your strength and fight for humanity??
- you have a weird manga epiphany moment and finally make a good decision. ~fin~

So what?
+ confirmation: Farlan and Isabel are deeeeead, and so's the rest of the squad. boo.
+ this is the moment where he went from being preoccupied with killing (Erwin) to becoming probably his most devoted follower.
+ what a weirdo
+ though he heard a summary of these events, experiencing them in his own shard affects him a lot more
+ 5000 loyalty points for new Vanara guy
- 1000000 confusion points