[ he breathes a contented sigh at Erwin's words, letting go of the needless tension, and he curls his arm around the back of Erwin's head, pressing a kiss into his hair. ]
I love you.
[ —but he didn't chug his tea and then drag Erwin in here just to stand here like this. no, he's going to... uh, well, probably not take charge, but... something. he'll do something.
right now, he's going to get back to messing with Erwin's shirt, but this time he is going to unbutton it. wow. ]
[ to his credit, erwin would be content even if it was just this. anything more is just a welcome addition.
like the kiss to his head, the way levi's hands move to unbutton his shirt. erwin presses his hand to the small of levi's back in response, thumb rubbing over a small section of skin under his shirt. he's still doing the idle kisses thing, just slowly and adoringly moving along levi's neck, breath warm against his skin with every exhale.
[ for a brief moment he stops what he's doing; he's clearly still intent on doing it, but it's like he's caught up on what Erwin says. it doesn't really come as a surprise, and he can't say he's disappointed to hear it, but would that actually be what's best for Erwin in the end?
he was completely certain he was going to die alone before he ended up here. he wouldn't have it any other way, but he's not sure if he could wish the same for Erwin.
he just shakes his head a little and gets back to the unbuttoning. ]
[ to erwin, there's no question. there never was, is, or will be anyone like levi for him. without levi, he would also die alone. there'd be no attempts otherwise, not any consideration for even trying to find anyone else because when you love someone so bone deep, you know there's no one else.
when levi pauses erwin looks down at him before leaning in to press a kiss to his mouth after he speaks, lingering there a moment as he considers how to word what he wants to say. ]
We're too perfectly matched for any other puzzle pieces to fit. I wouldn't want there to be anyone else.
[ his expression softens; it's impossible for him to frown when Erwin kisses him anyway, but he's happy that Erwin feels the same way. of course he doesn't want either of them to end up alone (again), but at the same time the thought of Erwin with someone else is almost unbearable.
he wants him to be happy above everything else, but if he can be the one to make that happen, well... that's a dream come true, frankly.
he smiles against Erwin's mouth at the thought. ]
Neither would I.
[ with that, he finally finishes unbuttoning Erwin's shirt. it stays on for now, but his hands slip underneath to rest at his waist, leaning in to press a kiss where his shoulder meets his neck. ]
[ it's comfortable like this, with levi's hands on him, working his shirt open, his mouth idling a kiss that makes him tilt his head. he exhales slowly, eyes lidding, and watches him from this angle as his hand shifts around until he can run fingers through levi's hair in encouragement. ]
I've said it before, but you're so much stronger than me. [ soft and aching, like how he feels right now. ] I'm positive I wouldn't have lasted without you.
[ there's so much he could say about that. he feels all of it regardless, but this isn't the time to tell Erwin that he's just stubborn and hard to kill, or that he only kept going to keep his promise, or that he dreaded every new day he had to live without Erwin. he doesn't want him to be thinking about things like that, especially not right now.
he shakes his head, nuzzling his face closer into Erwin's neck. ]
You're a lot stronger than you think you are.
[ he presses a soft kiss where he is, and then a little higher underneath his ear, which is about as far as he can reach even on his toes. his hands move up to Erwin's shoulders to gently slide his shirt off and onto the floor. (it's fine because the floor is clean.) ]
But it doesn't matter, because I'm always gonna be here.
[ but he doesn't comment on that further. he doesn't want to sour the moment, to drag the mood down when things are going so well (comparatively to their previous lives) for them. this place is dangerous but they're both here, both alive, and that's what matters.
he leans easily into the kisses, then tips his head forward to return the affection to levi's mouth again as his shirt slides off his shoulders. ]
I know. We both are. [ softer. ] I love you.
[ his hand drops to slide down levi's side now, settling at his hip. ]
[ he's happy to return the kiss, and then his hand finds Erwin's at his hip and guides it further around to rest at his back, stepping in closer in his first attempt to actually move away from the door. as he watches Erwin's face, he can't help but smile. how the hell did he get so incredibly lucky? this is already a 10/10 birthday.
his hand glides up Erwin's arm, and the other moves to rest at his belt. ]
[ levi's smile is enough to make his day under any circumstances, and it's always obvious in the way he perks up about it, how it guides his own smile and ease. ]
How could I ever? You've made it abundantly clear.
[ his thumb is rubbing circles on levi's hip as he speaks, and as levi moves closer erwin takes a step back into the room, but simultaneously keeps levi close to him so they're both moving inward. ]
And if you ever struggle to remember, I'll remind you as much as you need.
[ actually, Erwin pulling him a little further into the room works out great. he didn't plan this out very well, on account of he still doesn't really know what he's doing. he may never know what he's doing, honestly.
oh, well. he might as well practice anyway. ]
Then we have a deal.
[ the thing is, he can't reach shit like this. it's an endless source of frustration for him—one of the only things that makes him actually resent his height, in fact. so, gentle but insistent, he nudges Erwin backward further until they're up against their bed, and then presses down lightly on his shoulders to urge Erwin to sit.
one thing at a time. he can do this. he doesn't know what this is exactly, but he can totally do it. ]
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I love you.
[ —but he didn't chug his tea and then drag Erwin in here just to stand here like this. no, he's going to... uh, well, probably not take charge, but... something. he'll do something.
right now, he's going to get back to messing with Erwin's shirt, but this time he is going to unbutton it. wow. ]
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like the kiss to his head, the way levi's hands move to unbutton his shirt. erwin presses his hand to the small of levi's back in response, thumb rubbing over a small section of skin under his shirt. he's still doing the idle kisses thing, just slowly and adoringly moving along levi's neck, breath warm against his skin with every exhale.
he hums, thoughtful, then adds: ]
You know there could never be anyone else.
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he was completely certain he was going to die alone before he ended up here. he wouldn't have it any other way, but he's not sure if he could wish the same for Erwin.
he just shakes his head a little and gets back to the unbuttoning. ]
There was never anyone else.
[ there never would have been. ]
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when levi pauses erwin looks down at him before leaning in to press a kiss to his mouth after he speaks, lingering there a moment as he considers how to word what he wants to say. ]
We're too perfectly matched for any other puzzle pieces to fit. I wouldn't want there to be anyone else.
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he wants him to be happy above everything else, but if he can be the one to make that happen, well... that's a dream come true, frankly.
he smiles against Erwin's mouth at the thought. ]
Neither would I.
[ with that, he finally finishes unbuttoning Erwin's shirt. it stays on for now, but his hands slip underneath to rest at his waist, leaning in to press a kiss where his shoulder meets his neck. ]
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[ it's comfortable like this, with levi's hands on him, working his shirt open, his mouth idling a kiss that makes him tilt his head. he exhales slowly, eyes lidding, and watches him from this angle as his hand shifts around until he can run fingers through levi's hair in encouragement. ]
I've said it before, but you're so much stronger than me. [ soft and aching, like how he feels right now. ] I'm positive I wouldn't have lasted without you.
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he shakes his head, nuzzling his face closer into Erwin's neck. ]
You're a lot stronger than you think you are.
[ he presses a soft kiss where he is, and then a little higher underneath his ear, which is about as far as he can reach even on his toes. his hands move up to Erwin's shoulders to gently slide his shirt off and onto the floor. (it's fine because the floor is clean.) ]
But it doesn't matter, because I'm always gonna be here.
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[ but he doesn't comment on that further. he doesn't want to sour the moment, to drag the mood down when things are going so well (comparatively to their previous lives) for them. this place is dangerous but they're both here, both alive, and that's what matters.
he leans easily into the kisses, then tips his head forward to return the affection to levi's mouth again as his shirt slides off his shoulders. ]
I know. We both are. [ softer. ] I love you.
[ his hand drops to slide down levi's side now, settling at his hip. ]
I don't want you to ever forget that.
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[ he's happy to return the kiss, and then his hand finds Erwin's at his hip and guides it further around to rest at his back, stepping in closer in his first attempt to actually move away from the door. as he watches Erwin's face, he can't help but smile. how the hell did he get so incredibly lucky? this is already a 10/10 birthday.
his hand glides up Erwin's arm, and the other moves to rest at his belt. ]
I won't forget as long as you won't.
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How could I ever? You've made it abundantly clear.
[ his thumb is rubbing circles on levi's hip as he speaks, and as levi moves closer erwin takes a step back into the room, but simultaneously keeps levi close to him so they're both moving inward. ]
And if you ever struggle to remember, I'll remind you as much as you need.
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oh, well. he might as well practice anyway. ]
Then we have a deal.
[ the thing is, he can't reach shit like this. it's an endless source of frustration for him—one of the only things that makes him actually resent his height, in fact. so, gentle but insistent, he nudges Erwin backward further until they're up against their bed, and then presses down lightly on his shoulders to urge Erwin to sit.
one thing at a time. he can do this. he doesn't know what this is exactly, but he can totally do it. ]