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« levi » TEXT ✧ AUDIO ✧ VIDEO ✧ ACTION Levi Ackerman ✦ Attack on Titan
RESIDENCE ✦ 123 Fuck You St., in the Leave Me Alone district (tba)
GEMBOND ✦ Amethyst

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[theomachy]

[ erwin's time without levi was so brief, but he had no idea what had happened to him and it had been excruciating. but since levi didn't die back home, the only anguish once he came back was that levi had to be without him for so long. he still fears that one of them will be sent back home—erwin to a grave or levi to an existence without him.

it stings, at best. erwin wants to try and move past it, but he can't quantify exactly how to soothe himself, much less pull levi out of the chasm of loss. it's not that he's given up, but that he needs to work harder to manage both of them.

he did think carefully about getting the carriage for just them, because while they do need to get out around other people more, that'll be when they explore the new town. the process of getting there can be just them. it's in no small part selfish because he still yearns to spend every moment with levi that he can.

that small smile gets one in return as he allows levi to pull him into the carriage. he settles in to sit while still holding onto his hand—in fact he lifts it to his mouth to press a kiss to the back of it. how romantic. this man is a monster.

but he's still smiling as he looks up at him, tugging him a little closer and nodding toward the seat next to him. ]

[dirtdevil]

[ oh no. ohhhh no. who the fuck does this guy think he is, kissing his hand like fucking Prince Charming? god damn it.

his face scrunches up into a scowl, but Erwin will know better. even someone far less intelligent would know better, honestly. he gets flustered and tries to pass it off as annoyance or exasperation.

he's not very good at it. ]

Stop it.

[ also not very convincing, considering he doesn't even pull his hand away as he sits. and also maybe because he has a fucking wedding ring on. come on, man. ]

[theomachy]

[ this guy thinks he's so fucking smooth. he thinks he can just do things at his husband without consequence.

he's right, though.

he squeezes levi's hand as they sit, lips curved into the most self-satisfied expression as possible. he is In Love and he is Going To Show It. ]

You don't mean that.

[ mildly. he knocks their shoulders together lightly before turning his head to press a kiss to his jaw this time. ]

It's nice to get out.

[dirtdevil]

Yes I do.

[ (no he doesn't.)

he'll drop his fake argument though, opting instead to lean his head on Erwin's shoulder. you win again, asshole. ]

It is a little ridiculous it's taken us this long.

[theomachy]

[ he settles into the shared position, hand dropping to rest on levi's knee as he considers what to say next.

he hums briefly, then nods, giving that knee a squeeze. ]

We had a lot going on.

[dirtdevil]

[ it's probably just as well Erwin can't see his face like this. the changes in his expression are usually subtle, but there's nothing Erwin doesn't catch.

he's going to use it to his advantage, if he even can. who knows. motherfucker is too smart. ]

Or maybe we're just old.

[theomachy]

[ erwin does catch small changes in expression, but he also notices small changes in mood. he huffs a sound though—he's not making light of what they've been going through, just... it's almost like compartmentalizing it.

just to keep going. ]

We deserve it.

[dirtdevil]

[ ...well. he's not really sure if he deserves it, but he's sure as hell not going to say as much. Erwin deserves it, and that's what matters.

Erwin deserves much more than this, actually, but it's a start. ]

Yeah.

[ he moves his other hand to cover Erwin's as well. ]

But you're not allowed to use your brain.

[theomachy]

I'm not allowed to use my brain?

[ he sounds a little bemused by the statement, like for once he's drawing a blank instead of instantly coming up with the right answer, and he turns his hand to settle in both levi's hands comfortably. ]

Why's that?

[dirtdevil]

Because you think too much.

[ he finds Erwin's wedding ring and twists it around idly on his finger. ]

I know it's not that simple, but I want you to enjoy this.