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« levi » TEXT ✧ AUDIO ✧ VIDEO ✧ ACTION Levi Ackerman ✦ Attack on Titan
RESIDENCE ✦ 123 Fuck You St., in the Leave Me Alone district (tba)
GEMBOND ✦ Amethyst

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[theomachy]

[ it's a subtle shift to be sure, but naturally one that levi would notice. no one else gets to see him like this, after all.

he's emboldened by levi working at his shirt, dragging kisses along his shoulder and back toward his throat, attentive and wanting. he shifts to allow the shirt to drop off his shoulders and down his back, and levi will get to see his new arm for the first time. it looks real just like it moves real and feels real but there is a seam where it connects with the remains of his own arm. it's a neat job, clean, but it still looks like what it is: an artificial arm grafted onto a stump.

erwin doubts levi will care, but he lifts his head to kiss him firmly anyway, to distract him as he draws him up closer against his chest. ]

[dirtdevil]

[ it comes at no surprise to him that Erwin doesn't want to call any attention to his arm. to be honest, Levi doesn't like to think about it too much, either—it's a terrifying reminder that he almost lost him, and that he still could.

it's not quite the mental state he wants to be in right now.

so he pushes it into the back of his head just like he's already done a thousand times since it happened, instead vowing to himself to show Erwin how much it means to him that he is still here. it might take him awhile to figure out how best to do that, but he's more than willing to learn.

he melts into the embrace when Erwin pulls him closer, arms wrapping around him tightly like he's afraid this is just a dream and he'll wake up anytime now. he still has absolutely no idea what he's doing, but Erwin is so warm. can they just stay close like this for the rest of his life? that would be amazing. ]

[theomachy]

[ it's good to not focus on it. at least for now. they're both alive, and they could both die any day at home but they're not home right now, they're here, and the odds of one of them dying is very low.

even that isn't an appropriate line of thought for the moment they're in so let's not dwell on that.

his hand splays at the small of levi's back as he holds onto him, and he only breaks the kiss to mouth a couple of them along levi's jaw, testing as he has been. a part of him wants to slip his hand lower, to hoist levi up a little more by the ass, but that's probably not the best tactic right now so he digs the tips of his fingers into his back, not painfully but grounding. ]

[dirtdevil]

( and then they fell asleep. THE END )